Take Chances.

The problem with it all is that I don't take chances. I don't take risks. Not taking risks means not getting great opportunities. And that's another problem. I need to take those opportunities. Because without them I'm nothing. I have no money. All I've got is the talent people say I have. If I have as much talent as people say I do..then why don't I use it to my advantage? Because I have no motivation. That's why. Sometimes I wish more people would push me to do something. Because I obviously can't push myself. I wish I could. I know I can do it, but I never do and I don't know why. I tell myself that I will do something that day, and then I never do it. I always question.. What's wrong with me? Why don't I get up and do what I KNOW I can do? Maybe it's because I've been beaten down so many times. But that's it. No more laying around. No more telling myself that if some people think I can't do it then maybe I can't. I know I can pick myself up and draw, write, cook, and sing. No matter how many times I've been pushed down.. I've just got to be strong and motivate myself into doing the things that could make my future amazing. <3